fr33 f0rm

i hate school. i love it. but i hate it. teachers, t.a.s, classes, the school, everything expects way too much, way too much. say on the first day of school of a quarter i go to all my classes. they've all already assigned at least 100 pages of reading each for that week - so like 400 pages total. well guess what, the books not available yet. or i don't have the money yet. so now, thousands of pages behind in the quarter, am i going to do the reading? probably not. i'm going to try, but there's no way i'll get it done in time for all my classes. fucking ridiculous because now i learn less because you all (teachers,etc.) have given us more. if i had an affordable, decent, practical amount of reading each night for all of my classes, then guess what - i'd do it AND THUS I WOULD LEARN A WHOLE FUCK TON MORE AND I BET EVERYONE ELSE WILL TOO. it's true what they say - less is more. it just sucks because trying to do all the work when you know you'll never succeed in doing all of it keeps you from learning from actual life. if i could, i would go on 3 hikes a week where i would be educating myself the whole time. but guess what, i haven't gone on a hike since fucking fall BECAUSE OF ALL THE FUCKING SHCOOOL FUCKING WORK. IT'S BULLSHIT. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ACTUALLY LIVE IN SANTA BARBARA IF I CAN'T EVER LEAVE MY DESK?!?!?!?!?! I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF IT. FUCK FUCK FUCK. THIS IS VERY ANGRY BUT IT IS JUST HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW. LESS IS MORE PEOPLE, LESS IS MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!